I Know I shouldnt  think of u anymore but.... IM REALLY STUPID!!!!! Knowing u dont care about me already but still hanging down there. Knowing u r a EXTREMLY BAD GUY but i... 

20100630

Have been working in sml for 3 yrs and tml im starting my new job in SDV, hope that i can cope and faster familar with the process there....
the no. of days and place of working are those that I have always wanted...
5 days work at least I have 1 day to acc my friends and 1 day acc my family...
Anyway Tml will be a new day and new working environment for me...
Everything gonna change from now...
No more luxuary to slp till 7.10AM and no more luxuary to reach home within 20mins...
All e best to me la...

20100527

ITs been a long time since i blog...

Still rmb 190407, that was the day in my life time i feel that im goona be rich.. haha very naive right...

So happy that im able to get this position and kind of pay.... Slowly time goes by... lots of ppl come and go... Pay also keep raising, but just that some thing trigger me to make this kind of decision. Its not that you dont care us, u do but in a different way... Now everything is not able to change. Letter haa already given up.. Just hope that im able to enjoy my last 15 days with you ppl... I really love them much.. They are really like my family... I really enjoy my 3 years life there.. The matter what you guys are always my best colleague who I have met... They are ppl who are willing to tolerate me... I will miss u ppl though....

I just hope that in my future company i will be able to mix well with my colleague...

030310

Its been a long time since I blog....

At last the trip that im waiting for is coming in another 15hrs.
Though leaving Mun and Dad alone a home will make me worry but cant be I staying at home for all day long... Its time for me to have a short get away.

Work is getting more and more tired esp facing ppl who really make me feel irriating....
I dont care how they feel about me..
Me is Me but I just dont like fake ppl eap them. Forget it.. Dont wanna spoilt my feeling over that kind of ppl...

3rd March is a day that lots of things happen.
Ladt year Granny left us.
This year im going for HKG trip... Hurray...
May be have a safe and peaceful trip...
I for sure will be my family...

20090927

This few days im sick again.... I dont know y.... feeling very weird that kind of feeling start from i think 3rd sem ba.... hmm.... nxt two lesson gonna ba bored for me cuz some one is not there.... juz dont feel good.... hope this sem de lesson can be alittle bit longer.... ok maybe thats human being.... ROWENA ar.....YYYY.....

Hope faster Friday.... Im so excited... haha... Qi's 21st at last MINIEGG all now 21 liao....
All this while suddenly feel like doing things without them are bored... ( chalet / k / mahjong )

20090823

Hmm after so long this is the first time I blog twice in a month in this dead blog....

Last week was at Jo cars after work rushing to class but Who oes half way out at high way christ called me sayed to pick me up haha... I was like u sure anot.... anyway thanks for the ride hor....

Rowena is sick again..... haiz I dont noe what happen tis few years.... Immune system getting week.... esp my diegestive system its getting flu every now and then.... Y Y Y..... IDK y but juz don feel like goig to the Doc cuz all e med that they give will be the same I have at home... so wats the point to go??? Taken Eno but i seem like its not working....

Found out that I been very short temper this few weeks.... Customer new management system is totally a mess lor.... Y dont u brief all ur staff abt ur new flow b4 starting the system... cant u all communicate??? Uncle chew keep saying check ur com dont keep taking online problem is that its all ur sales its ur sales the one keep calling me!!! U think I wanna keep taking on e phone!! U thought I so free ar.... After they change the system every thing go haywire.... Every day kanna by Uncle chew WTF Its no my problem lor.... Sales say DO ok liao ask uncle chew come and collect to deliver... WTF DO ok doesnt means materials also ok lor.... I PGI liao still need to do WMS de leh.... Do liao WMS Ops still need to pick de leh.... somemore Ops not every tme free to do urgent deliver de lor... So irrirated.... haiz Poor Jo... He already busy liao then Nidec and Felicia all keep calling him..... Just hope all this problem can faster solve...

My last sem coming to an end in 3 Months time... IDK y but feel so 舍不得lor.... There are only 10 of us in a class.... super small class.... Love them all....

090809

Happy Birthday Singapore!!!!!

Rowena's blog seems to be dead.... haha I was totally tired... had alot of things to say ....
Im sick from more then two weeks haha downstair three admin take turns to get sick
first is Me then is AF then is JS then is AF again then is ME again... That was a very bad one...
Running nose cough sore throat and fever... total 4 days MC...

I had something tht keep im my heart for so long....
Keep telling myself its ok just do ur best but after months it seems to get worst... taking the lowest among them but doing more than that.... nothing I can say... feel so bad till that day I totally burst out my anger tears roll down... I noe ppl start to talk at the back after that day... why why why why all me im I the only one over there? when I ask the others is transparent de hor.... then they can say they busy.. OMG which part or whic angle wor totally NO lor.... feel so lousy so bad so useless being bully but wat also cant say.... only can complaint to MINIEGG and MUM.... anyway way ROWENA SU bear with it... ENDURE... Im sure I hope I can do it and I must do it...
I noe i change totally regardless of attitude or way of im doing...
Dont talk abt that le... the more i say the more lousy i feel...

Hmm Miniegg de QiQI leave us to Canada on the 6 of August.... When for the gathering at her hse on the 5th then when off at ard 1 plus coming 2.... sent her msg... was like staying awake waiting for her reply but out of the sudden ROWENA SU knock off really BTH cuz very sleepy liao... when i say her MSG was already 7 in the morning liao so totally nvr say bye bye to her.... So sad.... so for the following 1 month ke lian de YINg Ying got to home along... butno worries MINIEGG is all ard her esp Gim... haha... Actually really salute her lor.... 1 person at home and no fear at all... Give me I sure either slp at Mummy room and switch on the Tele or slp at living room with my MP3 on or go grandma/ MIniegg de hse to stay... But I noe Daddy and Mummy will not leave me alone at home at night de...

Third Aunt was finally home... haha really miss her lots lor... Dont nod why but just miss her haha....
hmm Really envy her lor though its because of work but at least can go oversea that often...

I wanna join toastmaster.... hope someone can accompany me really thanks to sheirly her lecturer really inspire me and she is my top three lec her lec was nvr bored to me... NO yawns at all lor... suddenly feels that basic management was not that bored haha... Jia you la Rowena left this two Module so JYJYJY...

Wow this is the first time I wrote so much super long leh... Entry.... Hope all the best to every things that we do and rmb Believe that you can do it and you will do it.... ^_^