Saturday, December 06, 2008
1:38 AM
20081205
Its been quite a long time since i blog ba.... anyway one i read nia... haha.... at last bought my laptop liao..... setup my wireless and something DOTS.... i cant find my camera.... i cant DL msn.... hmmm.... y everytime like that de.... haiz.... anyway thank to uncle wei... haha my watching hot shots... nice show... lame... meet miniegg yesterday.... We are like meeting everyweek/day...... haha.... when to hotpot ok the food there not so bad... haha lian they all commented that my chocolate fudue is nicer.... hehe.... i dont noe y but i really enjoy myself when i meet u all.... so wat if ppl says that we are childish.... who cares... as long as we are happy jiu ok liao.... especially is after the stressful working environment... and also if go out need to act a kind and dont feel zhi zai wats the point... have to wake up early tml/ later and im here alone in the living room updating haha...
I dont nod how to face that person tml.... will we be sitting the same table.... what am i suppose to say? what kind of face will i be giving? i dont noe everytime think of mummy i told myself ROWENA no u cant do/say thing that will hurt them cause his ur uncle but haiz i really feel like crying when im facing this problem... sometimes i feel like tell him... rather then u waste that kind of stupid time to bite ppl y dont u juz faster find a job to give u and ur family a better life....sometime i really pity CT she is actually trying to communicate with u all YET u dont even give her a chance.... she juz trying to talk to u all wanting to have some thing more like a family but not a stranger dont u all understand her.... Do u all think tat u all are suitable to be her parents???? that is y before thinking of haivng a child please think do u really able to give her/him a future... if cant please dont have it cause u are acutally harming them....
Project datedue in the corner....haiz JYJYJY... Rowena u can do it de.... hehe AWS is coming.... haha.... Now need to save cause its time for ROWENA to plan for u long future ( i nod its too late) but atleast im doing it now.... calculate a little jux now... OMG Now 1 month can only spent like 250/month of salary... cause still gt study loan and blah.... anyway had start saving with lian haha...
someone is sick today... dots... i dont noe wat to say lor.... haiz.... sometime i feel really irriated whenever i send a long msg to someone tht someone willl only reply 'k sure will de' haiz... im actually expecting a long msg from u yet.... hmmm
End here liao.... i want to slp liao la.... tired liao.... I HOPE U MISS ME TOO..... haha....
